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God
has blessed me with a precious sister in the Lord. I'm not sure I can
put in words what our fellowship has meant to me. She is funny, yet
compassionate. She always has a ready ear, but never judges. To
me, her life is a wonderful example of what Jesus desires each of us to be
for one another.
We
recently spent a day together, doing all those things that "girls" do when
they get together - you know - getting our hair done, shopping,
giggling, and crying. Because
I know she
listens to Christ and is obedient to His voice, I never fear sharing my
heart with her. It is for that reason that I was seeking her advice on
something. After explaining my situation, I turned to her and said,
"Speak Lord."
I'm not
entirely sure why, but I think it surprised her that I said it as much as it
surprised me that those words came out of my mouth. After a second of
looking at each other in astonishment, we both broke out in uncontrollable
laughter! To this day, when I think of that, it brings a smile to my
lips and a chuckle to my spirit.
It also
released a teaching from my heart. So Cindy, this one's for you with
love and thanks for being my friend!
We
were having company staying in our home for a couple of weeks, While
they were here we experienced some plumbing problems, so needless to say our
"normal" routine was far from "normal."
I remember
one particular day standing at the kitchen sink cleaning up after lunch when
I heard someone calling my name. Assuming it was one of my family, I
answered in my gentle, compassionate motherly reply, "WHAAAAAT?"
No one
answered so I shrugged it off, thinking that whatever the need had been, it
had been resolved without my wisdom.
Later that
afternoon while I was upstairs in our bedroom, someone called my name again.
Once more I drew from my unlimited vocabulary and hollered out, "YEESSS?"
Again, no answer.
The third
time this happened, I decided on a more articulate response, "WHO IS THIS
AND WHAT DO YOU WANT?" Silence.
Deciding
it was time to get to the bottom of this silly prank, I went down stairs to
interrogate my family. However, even with the threat of liver and
onions for dinner for the next week, all stood firm to their confessions
that it had not been them.
"All right
then. If it hasn't been one of you, who is calling out my name?"
No one seemed to have an answer for me, but later than evening I did catch
them looking in the yellow pages under "Mental Health Programs."
I endured
several days of good-natured teasing about my "encounters" and received what
seemed to me to be an unusual amount of advertisements in the mail on
hearing aids.
No, I have
not since experienced another day like that one. But I have thought of
it often. Was it simply "one of those days:" when all the commotion of
company and plugged drains made everything seem more chaotic? Or had
it been more than that?
What if
indeed Someone had been calling me, wanting to get my attention? What
if it had been God wanting me to slow down and spend some time with Him away
from all the daily wear and tear? What if He wanted to give me a word
that would forever change my life?
"Now
the boy Samuel was ministering to the Lord before Eli...and Samuel was lying
down in the temple of the Lord...and the Lord called Samuel; and he (Samuel)
said, 'Here I am.'"
"Then he
ran to Eli and said, 'Here I am, for you called me.' But Eli said, 'I
did not call, lie down again.' So he went and lay down." (1
Samuel 3)
Three
times God called out to Samuel and three times Samuel ran to Eli, thinking
that Eli was summoning him. Finally Eli understands that it is God
calling to Samuel and he instructs Samuel to go lie down and when God speaks
to Samuel again, Samuel is to answer by saying, "Speak Lord, for Thy servant
is listening."
Samuel is
obedient and when God again calls to him, he answers as Eli instructed him.
God speaks words to Samuel that place a prophetic calling on his life!
God speaks words that give Samuel his purpose and his destiny!!
How
may times has God wanted to speak to us and we've been too busy or
distracted to hear Him? How many times have we assumed that what we
hear is not God, but someone in the world around us? How many times
have we run to "Eli" first, only to find out that it was not "Eli" that
called us?
"Oh
Lord, may our spirits be so in tune with You that when we hear our name, we
recognize Your voice and answer by saying, "Speak, Lord." May we
always be Your servants - listening for Your words - words that give us
purpose and destiny!"
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